I've had a vision,
that I can not escape...
I feel so cold in his arms
and so open to of life's little harms...
Please just take my hand
and tell me you understand...
Suicide is how he died
he screamed it out...
I sing myself a lullaby
as i lay me down to sleep...
Save me, from my nightmares my pain
shield me, from the cold lonely rain...
I want to send a prayer
for someone who was lost in my care...
What have i done
this isn't how i should grieve...
Got to tell you this feels like magic
that's why everything seems so tragic...
Come and play a while
i promise a great big smile...
I love him so much
all night i dream of his touch...
I wish there was something i could say
to make my mistakes go away...