I look at you and see whats real
i see threw you and know what you feel...

Will i always sleep walk threw this dream
where no one can hear me scream...

You think I'm only kissing him
because he is kissing me...

I had a good life
of money, and friends...

Alone i stand in hell, fire, and dirt,
i try to move but I'm so hurt...

Has no one yet told you
how you should feel...

You saved yourself
from falling into hell...

I wish there was something i could say
to make my mistakes go away...

The worst is finally over
you can open up your eyes...

I cried i cried i cried
but you'll never understand...

Mommy where are you?
I've been looking for you all my life...

I thought i would just take a little nap
before i was off to another day of b s...