I died the day of my birth
i already know i have no worth...
How did i let you get so close
how did i let you hurt me...
Can i offer a question
to the angel of death...
I'm just invisible to you
until you need something...
Will not anyone tell me
what it expected of me...
I want to send a prayer
for someone who was lost in my care...
Let the tears fall from my face
like the rain in it's first embrace...
It's always raining in my dreams
only when i dream of you...
How can remembering the past hurt so much, it...
I love him so much
all night i dream of his touch...
I sing myself a lullaby
as i lay me down to sleep...
I lye here in shame
thinking about your death...