The pain is to much to take as the fake smile...
No more thoughts of death...

I can see the blood in my mind and feel the blade...
This memory haunts me always calling me back for...

I am a simple phase sitting on a metaphorical...
You are done with me, leaving me, just like all...

It seems so far away now
As if it was a dream instead on a memory...

So this is how i disappear
shattered pieces coming clear...

If i died would you even know just one little...
what am i except pain if i were dead you probably...

You say you love me you say you care if that is so...

He loves me
he loves me not...

I've been in the darkness for so long just waiting...
I'm glad I'm finally overcoming my fear of the...

I wish my tears could bring you back my heart beat...

Held the knife so close to my heart.
Like a foolish child I sat and I cried...

God took you away.
It doesn't seem fair...