When I look at myself
I try not to see...
Hearing your name
Sends chills up my spine...
I am overwhelmed with drama
I can’t handle any more pain...
I've tried to kill myself
So many times...
If only I could kiss you
Just one last time...
I hate thinking of you
Because I know it isn't right...
Sliding this blade
Along my wrist...
A scared little blonde girl
Sitting in front of her vanity...
I am giving up on you
This time its for good...
I open up my eyes
Trying to see inside your heart...
When ever I think about the past
Your face keeps flashing in my mind...
I can’t look at the cuts on your wrist
They tear me up inside...