This pain is disrupting my sleep
and causing me to weep...

My life is going so god dam bad
and its making me so f u c king mad...

God all this s h it hurts to remember
and i no i hurt you...

Remind your self of me
Every little laugh and tear and how we...

He says he loves me
but does he...

I feel my gentle tears
because u opened my fears...

I don't no how i feel
is this life really really real...