I hate you, with every ounce that is within me,
You hurt me, but I want you back so badly...

You're my infection, you intoxicate me,
All I do, is think of you, you're all I see...

I've had it to wits last end,
So this is the last poem I send...

I learned something today, a golden rule,
That I'm a retard, a failure, and fool...

People I get close to or love always go away,
I just don't get it. What did I do or say...

You say I'm always fighting you, but I'm on your...
I've always been there if you wanted to die...

You may find me different, not right in the head,
Because of the fact I spend hours on hours in bed...

You think that I'm obsessive; well you haven't...
For without my dreams, I could not quench my...

What would you say if I asked you to be mine?
Well baby boy, will you be my Valentine...

You'll never know the love I had for you in my...
You'll never know all the pain you did start...

There once was Melissa, just an awesome girl,
She would look up at a ceiling fan, and around she...

I put up this shield, a smile I always bare,
I put up these lies for people who don't even...