Is this how it's gonna end?
Is this how I lose another friend...

Hello darling, come over here to me,
I'll keep my hands where you can see...

You said we need to take a break for a while,
Since that day I can't seem to fake a smile...

Corridors wind, for miles on end,
My heart grows heavy, as the stairs descend...

(THIS WAS WRITEN ON NEW YRS EVE)
11:29, it's New Years Eve...

I look through old pictures, as thunder booms...
With each loud crash, it takes my happiness in its...

I just can't believe, after all this time,
I thought there was progress in making you mine...

You stole my heart and mind from first words,
Instead of seeing bats, I'm seeing birds...

The kisses you gave, the words that you said,
Just more lies that you have forced into my head...

Like a lightning bolt to my brain,
This feeling inside, its not humane...

Last night as we lay in my bed in each other's...
I realized how happy I was, and how safe I am from...

Dear Ryan
I can't believe you're gone, it can't be true...