I put up this shield, a smile I always bare,
I put up these lies for people who don't even...
I saw you today, as you passed a smile my way,
For just that one moment, my skies returned from...
While you were out trying to get every girl,
You never had to look far to see you were my...
I don't love you. I keep saying over and over...
I don't love you. I only like you as a friend...
Welcome to hell, pull up a seat,
Take off your shoes, relax your feet...
This demon inside is controlling my mind,
Controlling what I say, and do with my time...
You took the best parts of me and now they're...
I can't pretend I don't care that you so easily...
I just can't take this pain. It's too much to...
I feel that I just don't belong anywhere...
Lonely nights. Again these tears fall,
Oh what I wouldn't give to take back it all...
People I get close to or love always go away,
I just don't get it. What did I do or say...
This roller coaster has taken another dive,
You push me down...but still help me to survive...
I think of everything in the world that I've done,
Of everything there is, being with you is most...