Dear AJ, How are you today?
I am fine but I have something to say...

I put up this shield, a smile I always bare,
I put up these lies for people who don't even...

Life is a mountain I just couldn't scale,
Life is a test I was born to fail...

I don't understand, what've I done to you?
To make you feel the way about me that you do...

This skin is tightening up all around,
My feet are slowly sinking into the ground...

It's been a year, one lonely year,
So much sadness, so many tears...

I'm a lonely girl,
In a lonely world...

The long walk of shame, all alone,
Feet pushing off the cement made of cold stone...

Looking through the window glass,
Watching the porcelain faces as they pass...

Lonely nights. Again these tears fall,
Oh what I wouldn't give to take back it all...

Sitting alone, I know that I'm a fool,
For telling a guy I like him, isn't against my...

Here I lay alone in my room,
Waiting to reach my lonely doom...