*please read to the end*
Unwanted child...

* This poem is about my friends, and i feel so...
There's Ruth with her smile so bright...

Yesterday I lost myself
What am I going to do...

* please please read it all *
Welcome to my own little hell...

...

I'm sick
Of sacrificing myself...

Time measured in calories
Days remembered by meals...

Written without thought, to break my writer's...
I don't quite understand it myself, it is simply...

And I'm lying here
And i wanna know...

It is as if my heart has folded
So tiny, so small, so quick...

Footsteps. A heart quickens. Hands carve through...
The fall is expected, it's almost wanted, as if...

And we danced on the tables of our childhood
In cold fields where the peonies grew...