She staggers through the door
(In her head she's floating...

Dear god
i pray now...

A smiling face, a birthday cake
You wouldn't guess that smile is fake...

Vulnerable body, naked and shaking
Weak from refusing weaknesses...

Death is certain, Life is not
I read that recently...

Cold fingers press on a distorted wrist
She feels her life struggle past...

If I told you I were to die tonight,
Would you stay here with me...

I started keeping lists
Of what I'd eaten, what I'd drunk...

Drips of self hate, why do you lie
balls of anger, ready to jump out...

I will never forget her
her smile that jumped out...

I just started typing, and although it is terribly...
i sit in the corner...

When I was walking home the other day
I saw, upon a low wall, a miniature flower pot...