*Had to write poem for English..here it is..if...
Churning out lies...

Your clinging fingers
Choke my throat...

I could just fall
They would tell them all...

If I fight I am bewitched
She's tempts me with every charm...

Days kept account of by the tiny figures on pill...
And you've got to wonder: what am I doing with my...

I draw on my skin a map,
to you. To where we've been...

I'm frightened to be in my own head
I have turned to you, before...

Heartbreak makes the greatest art.
But I am not painting with tears...

I am a thousand people
Ghostly, my face stares at me...

There is a girl, I feel her
She sits in my heart. She is...

I do not know what I look like
Every mirror holds a jolt...

There are cuts on my hands
That I cannot explain...