Other people's words go round in my head
Like wheels on the car that could take me anywhere...

Glancing in my direction people see
What they think must be me...

She grew old in her youth
Now changes less with age...

Eyes clouded
Windows to a soul...

I'm sick
Of sacrificing myself...

A tangle of hair,
A sunken smile...

Vulnerable body, naked and shaking
Weak from refusing weaknesses...

Who is the enemy?
Women, who is the enemy...

Someday I'll walk in
Smiling, laughing and perfectly thin...

Walking on snow without leaving a footprint
Stepping through debris without leaving a hint...

A smiling face, a birthday cake
You wouldn't guess that smile is fake...

This is just something I'm writing. I like to keep...
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