She sits, face blank
Staring at the wall...

She can't breathe
Body taut, pressed...

My friend and I fought over
Who was to be the blackest hole...

I pray to a god I don't believe in
to save myself from a sin...

Death is certain, Life is not
I read that recently...

They found her yesterday
Slumped against the door...

A million things that I mustn't forget
And I mustn't touch, mustn't feel...

* please read all the way through *
I sit in my corner...

And now I'm standing thigh deep in bloody waters
The colours creeping up my hips...

Sometimes i want to harm myself
do you feel this way too...

Every bite I take
Deepens every scar I make...

"Don't you dare stop."
Says the voice in her head...