My mother doesn't believe
what she can plainly see...

I worry that I can't stop,
That I'll never stop...

*please read it all*
i have no feelings...

Yesterday I lost myself
What am I going to do...

I didn't have a name for this, and the one i came...
In a corner...

I know this poem is really long but I haven't...
I'm doing this...

*It's long but please r/r/c- it's my birthday :)*
It's back...

Dear god
i pray now...

Time measured in calories
Days remembered by meals...

There are so many lists in my world:
I can list for you my suffering...

Footsteps. A heart quickens. Hands carve through...
The fall is expected, it's almost wanted, as if...

All my cuts are healing
My scars they do not show...