This pain inside is killing me,
I'm slipping faster every day...

You left with no warning
Came back the same way...

Oh sh!t, I'm screwed,
I'm gonna die...

I'm so stupid for getting in too deep,
So dumb for letting you get to me...

I gotta be a better friend,
I have to learn to care...

Why can't i be happy?
Why do i linger in the past...

Would you care if i slit my wrists today?
Would it matter, if i wasn't there...

Hold me till my fears are erased,
Tell me you'll love me till the end of time...

Lying in the dark,
Remembering what you said...

Holding tightly, to the ledge,
Now regretting what I've done...

My life was perfect,
You were there by my side...

Now, as i lay me down to sleep,
I pray to the lord, for my soul is weak...