And while i'm listening to your soothing words,
It's like you've taken a knife to me.
Because the only thing i can remember
Is the love he didn't have for me.

My broken heart is bleeding,
And I fear I can't replace,
The love i feel and see, each time I look and see your face.

I'll carve your name across my arm,
To leave a scar for all to see.
I'll slit my wrist for you, instead of laugh for him,
Because you mean more than life to me.

If i told you the truth, would you leave me alone? Or keep trying to help, and push me along? There's a reason all these things are left unspoken. So don't try to fix me... Cuz i'm not broken...

I won't break and i won't tremble,
Atleast not when you're around.
I won't fall to my knees and cry,
With you there to pick me up off the ground.

You say i'm a coward for giving up on love... I say you're a fool for giving in to it...

I wish that you hated me,
So hating you wouldn't be so hard to do...

And i'll spend my entire life filling the hole that you've made, with tears from the pain that will never go away...

It's hard to go a day without you,
And even harder to go a second without seeing your smile.
I may act like i don't need you anymore,
But that's just me telling myself comforting lies..

Why can't you just try to love me? Is it really that hard? Am i so much of a f^ck up, that i f^cked up something that didn't start?