My scars always remind me, of the pain that's still in me. And i can't help but think of, how good it felt to bleed.

Why can't you just try to love me? Is it really that hard? Am i so much of a f^ck up, that i f^cked up something that didn't start?

Wounds heal, pictures fade, but scars and memories, are forever here to stay. They remind me of my mistakes, and all horrid things i've seen, but of all the things they make me think of, the worst thing is me...

I don't miss him, i just miss who i thought he was....

I realized that i had made a mistake, but i couldn't erase my past. So i tried my best to cut it out, but only found that memories will always last.

I wish these thoughts would go away, cuz it's hurting like hell to be this way.

There's only so much a girl like me can take, so please forgive me if i break..

Maybe, if it's possible,
And i'm lucky enough.
I'll just keep on sleeping,
And never wake up...

I was told that i'm a coward. And now, i find it's true. I hope that you are happy, cuz i'm a coward because of you.

*You may not understand this, sorry.*

These scars, they keep reminding me, that my past is real. I wish they would just go away, so i would know what to feel...