Cut deep in hidden places,
Scars are all that's left to show,
If you look inside my heart you'll find,
There's so much that you don't know...

You're believing all the lies i tell,
Mistaking me for someone strong.
You may think i've got it together,
But i've been broken all along.....

I bleed the words I cannot speak, and the tears that won't seem to fall..

Judge me if you must, understand me if you can. But if you really want to help me, just be there to hold my hand.

Tell me that you're joking,
Tell me it's all a lie.
Tell me anything you need to,
But please don't make me cry.

I wish i never met you,
And i know that's cruel to say.
But if i had never known you,
Maybe i wouldn't be this way...

Is it depression? Is it hate? Is it love? Or is this fate? Is it supposed to end? Or continue like this? Is there really anything in life to miss?

It's hard to go a day without you,
And even harder to go a second without seeing your smile.
I may act like i don't need you anymore,
But that's just me telling myself comforting lies..

And i'll spend my entire life filling the hole that you've made, with tears from the pain that will never go away...

I wish that you hated me,
So hating you wouldn't be so hard to do...