People who do this know why
Why we hold back when we want to cry...

You make me feel like there is good in me
You see the things no one else can see...

Usually everything in life seems to disappear
Nothing ever seems that clear...

I suck it up when I'm around you
Never acting like I'm blue...

The knife
The scars...

I know I don't show it
But some days I wanna quit...

I can't pretend that it doesn't bother me when...
I can't play it off like I don't care...

-song- not that good but here
Standing out in the pouring rain...

One thing after another thats just how it feels
The tears I cry and the pain are feel are nothing...

*To My Best Friend David...He is like my brother...
Well what am I supposed to say about you...

I try to speak I try to scream
Nightmares are all I dream...

I wanted to be with you for years
Even though you put me tears...