Contemplating suicide
Looking for a relief...

The bobbles of blood
The red bobbles of blood...

I sit down on the edge of my bed
Tears flowing down my face...

Screaming out in pain,
Tears streaming down her face...

I never knew just how much I loved you
Until I nearly took my life...

What had become of me?
You used to make me happy...

I'm not insane,
I don't belong here...

I'm not your little girl anymore
I'm not that sweet...

I feel the blood running down my arm
A pain I'm so used to...

Cold and alone
Without a home...

What once was
Now Feels like 100 years ago...

I never knew just how much I loved you
Until I nearly took my life...