I wanted to love you
louder than your demons...
My Angel always tells me to hang in there...
But I can't...
Let silence befall you.
Let the lights calmly be blown out...
Majestically twirling,
So pure and bold...
Today,
A luminous angel came up to me...
I promised not to cry,
I said I would hang on...
What you do not see...
Are the five other patients...
Yell at the top of your lungs,
Scream empty words my way...
I was holding on tight,
That one frightening night...
My thoughts are raucous,
Uncut...
We will wait,
Silent as sin...
Too tired to get up,
But not tired enough to sleep...