As i lay here in the still of night
Thinking of times Ive held you tight...

One day I try so hard to be strong
I try my best to just hang on...

Sometimes I sit and wonder
I sit and just think...

I'm so sick of it
sick of sh**t...

Sometimes i lay awake at night
just watching you sleeping...

You came over
stayed for a little bit...

None of you really feel me
cause none of you really know...

So many things i have wanted to say
But I've never had enough time...

The biggest pain of all
the pain that isn't small...

Dying to be with you
So i can be with you till i die...

I know theres not
enough time in forever...

I treated you good
didn't I...