Its a mixture of feelings
not sure if im breathing
am i dying
or just bleeding like i did when i was crying??

..dead poets and open wrists..
..the perfect world doesnt exist..

..i gave you the key to my broken heart..
..it meant i couldnt help but watch it getting ripped apart..

..dont call me anymore..
..im not your girl..
..with me you cant score..

..im hiding these feelings..
..they are tormenting me..
..why cant i just let it out..
..you are what my life is about..

..im going to pretend i didnt hear what you said..
..i know the truth, you wish i was dead..

..the more you laugh at me..
..the more i think of all the lies you had to tell to become so goddamn perfect..

..thou hast no time for me..
..why did i waste my time on thee..

..i would trade my heart..
..to see you once again..
..here near the start..
..when you held my hands..

..i really like you..
..but you're just a flirt..
..so never mind my heartache..
..or my hurt..