..the more you laugh at me..
..the more i think of all the lies you had to tell to become so goddamn perfect..

..im going to pretend i didnt hear what you said..
..i know the truth, you wish i was dead..

..im hiding these feelings..
..they are tormenting me..
..why cant i just let it out..
..you are what my life is about..

..dont call me anymore..
..im not your girl..
..with me you cant score..

..i gave you the key to my broken heart..
..it meant i couldnt help but watch it getting ripped apart..

..dead poets and open wrists..
..the perfect world doesnt exist..

Its a mixture of feelings
not sure if im breathing
am i dying
or just bleeding like i did when i was crying??