There's a feeling of suffocation
in the back of my throat. It's constricting...

It is the state in which the world blurs,
the mind becoming a melting puddle of liquid...

I died today - can't remember why
In the shadows, here I lie...

Have you ever been to that point
where things are becoming transparent...

I'm skipping stones
breaking bones...

There is a 'me'.
A 'me' that claws and gnaws...

I am an empty shell in the form
of a live carcass hosted by several entities...

Sometimes I feel as if I'm not heard, as if the...
coming out of my mouth sounds like white noises...