Laid out onto paper, my emotions don't seem real,
Every thought inside my mind, everything that I...

My everything written down from this pen to paper,
Transfering my thoughts to type them later...

I feel more alone now
More than i every had...

15 years old
And hating my own life...

These tears are streaming
From my blue eyes...

I know the scars on my arms
Are the result of my self-hate...

I try not to think of you
Yet here u are circling through my head...

She sits all alone
At the lunch tables during school...

I hate you mom, you bring nothing to my life,
You're the reason why I picked up that lonely...

No one seems to understand
All of this pain I’m in...

Devour my heart
Shatter my soul...

You were always my pride and joy
I never wanted you to go...