Torture and Pain
Is what I have been going through...
My Wishes that I wish are yet but simple
I wish that everyone would stop...
I will Die
Die with my pain and depression...
The ways of my life are tearing me apart.
But yet I can not change back...
I'm sorry for everything that I have done
I'm sorry for liking all of you...
The end draws near
The end of my pain and depression...
I bleed and bleed,
But never stop...
Your words you speak move me.
Your eyes tell their own story...
I miss the sound of your voice.
I miss the feel of your touch...
I look at you and I'm happy.
When I kiss you, I'm in heaven...
I sit here and stare at the wall
Contemplating what instrument to use...
As the earth shakes,
So does my body...