C is for caught between death and life drifting...
U is for under pressure to succeed to be the best...

There are many things I love in this world
I love bananas and cookies...

Never lost your best friend to a piece of medal...
**these are just reflections on what has happened...

My heart was longing
for someone just like you...

Ive started falling again
sinking into this misery but...

I thought i lost you
forever more...

Jesus Oh Holy One
Baby when your hurt and crying...

I am forever lost in a sea
of my own misery...

Pain surrounds me
on a double edged cliff...

Whats the point
of exsisting...

Im drowning
Im alone...

September 11, 2001 -- New York
A morning like any other...