I'm so confused
part of me...

Its not easy
shoving through this disease...

I hate this, I hate me I can't smile I can't act I...
*sorry I couldn't figure out how to put that in...

Shouting out in pain
agonizing in darkness...

Another failed attempt
I tried to...

What they don't know
can't hurt them...

For every tear drop you've cried
I hope i have cried one more...

"I hate you" is what I say
but I don't not really...

The finality of it
is crashing down on me...

My heart wants to follow you
It'��s...

What do you do
when you can't fight back the tears...

Have you ever watched a rose
unfold it's petals...