You say
your not bulimic...

I'm afraid to hold on
but too scared to let go...

Pain surrounds me
on a double edged cliff...

I am forever lost in a sea
of my own misery...

Never lost your best friend to a piece of medal...
**these are just reflections on what has happened...

Jesus Oh Holy One
Baby when your hurt and crying...

I thought i lost you
forever more...

I'll weep on your shoulder
about something gone wrong...

Shouting out in pain
agonizing in darkness...

I'm too tired to carry on
I can't find the energy...

Drip drop drip drop
the water faucet drips slowly...

I cried for hours
over a useless cause...