What is this pain i feel inside,
amongst these feelings that i hide...

Don't you dare say her name
don't tell me you understand...

I don't know how i should feel
we've just met and already...

I pick up my razor blade again
knowing it is my only true friend...

I'm walking down the river bed
thoughts running through my head...

Candle lit rooms on a dark stormy night
a full lit moon shins brightly in the sky...

I try to be optimistic
about my future, but it seems...

I know we've grown apart
and its been so long...

I love you so much
i really do...

I cant believe Ive made it
through this time that you've been gone...

Being away from you
has made it all so clear...

You're the only person i have in this world
so many people but none of them care...