I pretend that this isn't hurting me,
i pretend that i don't care...
I'm not scared of dying,
I'm not scared of truth...
I can't be strong for you,
when all i do is hurt...
This one might not make sense much but plz still...
have you ever had a friend that let you down so...
If you are reading this letter,
its already to late...
Ill get better soon,
it wont hurt so bad...
I laugh to cover my heart ache,
i smile to cover pain...
You are an angel,
sent to me to love...
You know how much i love you,
you know how much i care...
I fight for you, i keep you strong, im there for you all along, I'm a friend to you, i do what real friends do, but you cant ever be a friend to me, my pain my fear you cannot see, why cant you be a friend to me |
Cant keep fighting... i just want to say goodbye... dont want to see you hurting... dont want you to see me cry... would it even matter if today was the day i die? |
I want everything back to normal, i want it to be ok i want to say i forgive you but theres something i cant shake, i cant ever hide the hurt you caused, i cant ever stop the tears. |