I know the name that made my heart flutter,
wasn't always yours...

Since you left me I'm a different person.
i sleep all day...

(wrote this at Christmas thats y its titled that...
this time of year hurts me so bad...

My final words written,
my final thoughts thunk...

Its just me and you now mom.....
I hate the way you talk to me...

I'm sorry for what i did,
I'm sorry for what i didn't...

The wind blows so hard,
The trees shake and the leaves fall...

U say "dream about me"
i say i always do...

Ive never felt this way before,
Ive never said these words...

All I have left is the memory
A few things put away in a box...