~x~Having you as friend is painfull enough~x~

When i'm with you is a perfect day

When i smile
they think i'm in the habit of smiling
little do they know
this is my way to hide
my grief

Sometimes i wish i wake up
in the emergency room hearing
"she's not going to make it"

Bottled up inside are the words i never said the feelings that i hide
the lines you've never read

If you're not the one,
then why does my heart tells me that you are?

All the butterfly's in my stomach
seem to be dying cause of you

Even the brightest stars lose their shine
even the happiest people lose their smile