I hate my life
it is so fricking bad...

I was a fricking idiot
oh, why was i so stupid...

I lie on the floor
i am alone...

As i sit on my bed, i shake
i hold on so tightly to that blade...

I have all of my scars
i have all my breakdowns...

Thank you so much
for always being there...

I see someone in front of me
but i don't know who she is...

~x~its long but please read to the end! and it...
I'm sorry i have to leave...

1. when we say to you we are upset, a joke does...
2. when we say to you we r cold, we want you to...

Why do you keep hurting me?
you know, it really does hurt...

All i really want is
a family that cares...

I hate myself!
just like everyone else does...