Even though we lay close together. We still feel miles apart inside.

"I hope a big acid shitting monster comes and craps acid all over it, and burn it from the face of the earth!" ~ Bryan...one of my friends talking about his house..

"I walk a lonely road" a road of pain and a road of emptyness and shame. My tears burn. And my heart achs. But most of all thinking of you makes my body shake.

The best I can do now is, write; the feeling, fight; the tears, cut; the pain.

Him: "That would suck if you I where blind."

Me: "Yeah, but you would still be cute."

Him: "You'd still be cute... too"

Maybe if I were gorgeous, I would finally feel pretty...

And, I'm afriad to tell you what hurts me, because then I'm afriad you might make me cry.

I want to be one of those lucky girls who gets the guy who likes her for who she is...

Is it possible to miss the memory, but not the person?

Dont tell him that you love him, because he'll only try to break your heart.