So here is the story of my life .
when i was so small...

Im like a black hole
i take in everything...

The dark is gaining on me
I'm losing control of who I want to be...

I'm sorry for it is my time to go
I'm sorry but i can not take this...

I wish it was like before
When we could hang out and just laugh...

It is like a game of cat and mouse
i am chasing death...

I thought every family had to have
a dad and they would have their problems...

You helped me throughout the worst times in my...
But now I am all alone, with thoughts of the knife...

Love; such an incredible feeling
When i see you my stomach fills with butterflies...

Well today i finally know i can not go on
like this with this family...

I look down at my arm just
thinking about how no one could notice about how...

You're supposable my best friend
but how could you make me take such drastic...