Today is the day I thought
The day I was to die...
You're supposable my best friend
but how could you make me take such drastic...
This feeling of failure
the feeling of never being good enough...
The feeling so cruel and unimaginable
you could never believe the rush...
Im like a black hole
i take in everything...
Feelings of depression are coming
i hear them calling my name...
I just do not know what to do
i no longer have control...
He asks me whats hidden beneath those sleeves
but all i can say is all the pain you ever caused...
You see eachother in the hallways
but You both act like nothing ever happened...
Today i took a good look
at what is hidden beneath...
It is like a game of cat and mouse
i am chasing death...
No one notices at she walks down the halls
Everyone is fooled by her smile, her laugh...