I sit outside
And think of you...

I feel like shit today
I feel like I'm not worthy...

Mom, Dad
I can not be the perfect child...

You drove for six hours
Just to see me...

Lying on my bed
Thinking, "Why did he...&quot...

Dear whoever finds this
I'm sure I won't be missed...

Hey girl
I just wanted to say...

When I first saw you,
You looked so very hot...

I want you to be happy
I want you to be glad...

I'm letting my emotions flow
No matter how they may come out...

I was at this party
The was enough of me to go around...

Dear mom and dad
I hate the life I had...