I hate the thoughts in my mind
They used to be of a happier kind...
You like eating that chocolate bar
I know you do I see it in your eyes...
It’s hard for me to write these words
Because I don’t exactly know what to say...
I know I shouldn’t, but I still swallow...
I do it to feel chill, to make my violent world...
Welcome to a dissociative personality.
Smiles by day...
Unwanted child walk alone
Away from your heart and broken home...
It’s hard to find the right words to say
When they’re locked up inside my heart...
Hey mom, will you wake up?
I just need to let you know...
Out there I'm a bird
In here I’m a lab mouse...
The crowd cheers Kelly on
As she makes the winning shot...
I have just cried my first crimson tears
My life has succumbed to what I feared...