Get me out of here. get me out of my head. i cant stand it anymore. its an endless see-saw of ups and downs. but the ups arent up enough and the downs bring me lower than hell...

Im not ready for this
im not ready for you
ive just been kidding myself
my addiction
never left me
it never willl

Thers gotta be something wrong with me
thats the only solution
the missing piece to the puzzle
a jigsaw finally finished
a chainsaw just begun

There are many things
that I would like to say to you
but I don't know how...

Thinking back I forgot to tell you this:
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me
What hurts more is I would still die for you.

When you need your best friend the most, she's not there. She'll leave you in your moment of pain.

Thanks Dani, you've been a real help. The memories were great, but if this is the way things are gonna be, then I'm sorry. I can't keep doing this. It causes too much pain. Thanks for all the good times, but this is goodbye.

Im not the girl i want to be...
with the pasted-on smile
and the dirty past.
im not really who you think i am...
so pretty and happy.
im not really anything...
just another sad face.

From "can't take it" by the all-american rejects

i know this will be temporary,
i know this will be,
but i've had enough.
i can't take it.

Looking back at those pictures, I can see the sharp hint of unshed tears.