My whole life I've striven to break free. the ones...
Instead you trapped me. At first I thought you...

Sitting here in this time in this place, looking...
molestation, rape, then drugs and sex...

Postpartum depression regret anger and aggression...
Then one day after it grows and grows finally it...

As i site in this place all quiet and white.
I think to myself this must be what heaven is...

Where was god when i sat in that Court room...
Where was god when innocent women,men and...

Its been so long and even though i know hes gone...
What in life that once had color has faded to...

When i first saw you after eleven hours of labor...
xoxo mommy...