You stopped caring a long time ago
Now you're simply getting used to it

You try your hardest to perfect your explanations...
then you lie until they've run out of questions
~Flyleaf

i tell them that I'm going to stop
i tell them the slits aren't deep
but then i cut andsee
the blood start to seep
suddenly i see my body
and i cant feel the pain
i guess i should have listened
when people said i wasn't sane

It never really started
and I'm sure it wont end
the blood, pain and relief
these actions i cant defend

We are all pawns on this battered chessboard
So small, so worthless, and so easily sacrificed

Its So eaSy To beLieve Someone WHen They TeLl You.. ExaCtly What You Want To HeaR

DoNt ALlow SomeOne To Be YouR PRioriTy.. While AlloWing YouRself To be TheiR OpTion

I was told everyone has their own gaurdian angel. I don't want to seem selfish, but I think I think I need more than 1

Things are goin crazy and I\'m not sure who to blame.everything is changing and I do not feel the same.Im slippin through the cracks of floors I thought that were strong
Im tryin to find a place where I can feel like I belong~Vanessa carlton

The scras are stains of all my pain unsuccessfully supressed