Complete and absolute pain and suffering drives out every emotion but itself

Caring only about making yourself happy because your tired of failling to do it for others is a selfish way to live. That selfishness will eventually sap the little joy you have left

I was imprisoned and without a key
so I tried to cut the pain to be free
As I now lay broken all that I've found
It is to the blood I am now bound

The scras are stains of all my pain unsuccessfully supressed

Things are goin crazy and I\'m not sure who to blame.everything is changing and I do not feel the same.Im slippin through the cracks of floors I thought that were strong
Im tryin to find a place where I can feel like I belong~Vanessa carlton

I was told everyone has their own gaurdian angel. I don't want to seem selfish, but I think I think I need more than 1

DoNt ALlow SomeOne To Be YouR PRioriTy.. While AlloWing YouRself To be TheiR OpTion

Its So eaSy To beLieve Someone WHen They TeLl You.. ExaCtly What You Want To HeaR

We are all pawns on this battered chessboard
So small, so worthless, and so easily sacrificed

It never really started
and I'm sure it wont end
the blood, pain and relief
these actions i cant defend