i tell them that I'm going to stop
i tell them the slits aren't deep
but then i cut andsee
the blood start to seep
suddenly i see my body
and i cant feel the pain
i guess i should have listened
when people said i wasn't sane

You try your hardest to perfect your explanations...
then you lie until they've run out of questions
~Flyleaf

Once upon a year gone by
she saw herself give in
every time she closed her eyes
she saw what could have been
~vanessa carlton

And if she runs away she fears she won't be followed
What could be the worse than leaving something behind
And as the depth of oceans slowly become shallow
It's loneliness she finds...
~Vanessa Carlton

Grin and bear it so you won't have to submit
to the questions you stolen smile emits

I'm saddest when I'm laughing
I'm lonliest in a crowded room
I'm good with disguise
But you can read it in my eyes

I'm falling apart

This throbbing in my brain and ache in my heart reminds me I'm still alive

When the door of happiness closes, another opens;
but often times we look so long at the
closed door that we don't see the one,
which has been opened for us.

They say when life gives you lemons, you're supposed to make lemonade.
So what do you do when life steals the lemons and squezes them in your face?

I am now only a twisted mockery of everything I once stood for