I've contemplated the game of life
To see if it's worth the while...

I can't keep it inside my head anymore
I'll admit I never forgot the years before...

I don't know where I should start,
There's so many things that drown my heart...

Can you explain why it is that I miss you so much
I'm longing for anything, a smile, laugh, or touch...

Is it wrong to want you the way I do
After everything we've put ourselves through...

I don't want to cry again,
I just want to be alright...

And if she's who you really want
Then take her and leave you stupid cunt...

Didn't you hear her crying out for you
Screaming so loud until her face was blue...

The sun shines down on shimmering tears
Pieces of my heart crumble and then disappear...

With tears made of pure pain and fire
To burn you would be my one desire...

Remember when we'd say anything
Just to hear the other talk...

Her black tears,
Fall to the ground...