And i've never felt this pain any worse than the moment i looked up and noticed ive been alone this whole time....

Broken reflections haunt me
The mirror tells a lie
It shows a flawless smile
And not the wish to die

You may be a million miles away from me but I can still feel your heart beat next to mine and I can still taste the love of your lips. And if I listen closely, I can still hear you breathing next to me. Close your eyes and tell me you feel it too..

Look inside my heart and find
Nothing but lost loves and broken promises.

If you could look inside my eyes
You would find my swallowed pride
A list of long goodbyes
And my dream of suicide

Last night I slept in your sweater
It was the closest I could get to being in your arms

Yes, I love you baby
Is that what you want to hear?
I'm sorry, but I just can't
Put that lie inside your ear

Lace your lips with cyanide
And kiss me quick before it's dried

I've lost every reason I ever had to love you.

How is it not killing you?