Trying to escape the hell I've made myself.

Kiss me
Kill me
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy

-MEST

I cursed you and I
With my psychopathic mind
I cut you deep
Stitched you up
Until there's nothing left but scars
I know I'm wrong
For what I've done
Condemn me to a life alone

-Mest

She sees an image of perfection
Inside her broken reflection.

Tonight I'll open every scar
And know that death is not that far

Failure reminds me of the mistakes I've made,
For strength I lean against my razorblade.

I so blindly followed you
To a place where I could be free
But I soon found it was all pretend
And the only real thing was me

Watch the tear that falls
Because it falls for you
The same way my heart did
Slow, silent, and true

If you see the tear falling from my eye
Then you'll see that I just want to die
So instead of talking and asking why
Listen closely so you can hear me say goodbye

These scars that cage this body
Fail to express my pain
They are simply just reminders
That I can never be the same